Wednesday, August 17, 2011

dIUI: 10dpO

Yesterday when I wrote that post was a real low for this cycle. Luckily my colleagues were all out of the office and I had 8 hours with no meetings, no interruptions. I threw myself in to my work, made tremendous progress on a huge project I am heading and which has been stressing me out.  After my sadness of the morning, just working with an unburdened mind was so cleansing, so liberating. Like a huge weight had been lifted.

Who really knows if a cycle is successful? I will know for sure on Sunday when I get my beta results. In the meantime, I’m enjoying life. It’s my way of saying “F*ck You!” to IF. I’m sick of being a Debbie Downer (I wonder if anyone is actually named that?).

Fun, free Jem is back!

~Jem

7 comments:

erika said...

You go, Girl! keeping my fingers crossed for Sunday for you;)

Maria said...

Ahh...it's the peak on the roller coaster...love those moments. Good luck for Sunday!

Julie said...

I am a new follower and we have so much in common - same age, both live in the Bay Area, same hatred toward IF...:-) I am about to do my 5th IVF...argh. Anyway, I had to comment that yes, a friend of mine has a friend on Facebook who comments on his posts all the time named Debbie Downer. I always wonder if it is a name she got by marriage (or fake?) and if she tries extra hard to be positive and live down her name. Anyway, keep busy until Sunday - you have a lot of people rooting for you!

Marissa said...

*hugs*

Jess said...

:) Praying for you through the weekend...hoping to hear wonderful news soon.

~Jess

Stacie said...

Yeah. I am glad you are feeling better today. Hugs!

Sooz said...

Keeping my fingers crossed for you!! Good luck!