Yesterday when I wrote that post was a real low for this cycle. Luckily my colleagues were all out of the office and I had 8 hours with no meetings, no interruptions. I threw myself in to my work, made tremendous progress on a huge project I am heading and which has been stressing me out. After my sadness of the morning, just working with an unburdened mind was so cleansing, so liberating. Like a huge weight had been lifted.
Who really knows if a cycle is successful? I will know for sure on Sunday when I get my beta results. In the meantime, I’m enjoying life. It’s my way of saying “F*ck You!” to IF. I’m sick of being a Debbie Downer (I wonder if anyone is actually named that?).
Fun, free Jem is back!
~Jem
7 comments:
You go, Girl! keeping my fingers crossed for Sunday for you;)
Ahh...it's the peak on the roller coaster...love those moments. Good luck for Sunday!
I am a new follower and we have so much in common - same age, both live in the Bay Area, same hatred toward IF...:-) I am about to do my 5th IVF...argh. Anyway, I had to comment that yes, a friend of mine has a friend on Facebook who comments on his posts all the time named Debbie Downer. I always wonder if it is a name she got by marriage (or fake?) and if she tries extra hard to be positive and live down her name. Anyway, keep busy until Sunday - you have a lot of people rooting for you!
*hugs*
:) Praying for you through the weekend...hoping to hear wonderful news soon.
~Jess
Yeah. I am glad you are feeling better today. Hugs!
Keeping my fingers crossed for you!! Good luck!
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