Friday, June 18, 2010

Giddy

I am feeling sooooooo good today, almost giddy. I wonder what the reason is? Could it be the joy of having my parents come visit - I love spending time with my mom, just cooking with her is one of those "happiness is..." moments.

Yesterday we added the Gono.relix shot. No problem. Despite the Meno.pur (evil) burn, I like doing the shots because I'm actually "Doing Something!" I'm sure many of you can totally relate.

At the clinic we discussed the fact that we're not doing Ovi.drel shot for a trigger this time. Instead we are doing a purer form of HCG. I like this, even if it means mixing the drugs instead of the pre-made syringe.

I'm "working from home" today, which means doing emails mixed with a walk with my parents, a conference call, then lunch, then more emails. You know the drill.

The folks just left. They borrowed my car and are driving up to Anderson Valley for my uncle's memorial service (I'll tell that horrible story another post). It's 4 hours each way and I opted out for a couple of reasons. 1) I have a monitoring appointment tomorrow and 2) I don't want to be in a car for 8 hours tomorrow. My ovaries are getting that warm feeling and I'm starting to feel "full" down there. Plus, I'm not that close to that aunt and uncle and my folks will "represent" the family just fine.

Oh, and 3) my neighbors, who have become friends (we go out to dinner with them, etc.) are moving and another neighbor is hosting a small BBQ for them at 5 p.m. We really want to be there. (Does that make me a bad person?)

So, back to this feeling giddy. I think it might be *HOPE* (gasp! What? Dare we HOPE that this cycle works? Could we?) Yes, boys and girls, hope is in the hizzy!

Welcome back, Hope!

~Jem

10 comments:

Michelle said...

Hope is wonderful! So glad to hear you so happy.

Melissa G said...

I can't help but smile with you. Your energy is just so infectious!

Hope things continue to go so well and I'm crossing everything this that this cycle is finally IT.

Stacie said...

Your happiness just shines through your words! It is so nice to see. I am so glad that Hope has made her appearance again! :-)

Circus Princess said...

That's wonderful! Hope is a good thing :)

bunny said...

Awww, hope seems to be in short supply around here, so it's nice to see someone who is not all beat down. Keep on hopin'.

Pie said...

Yay for Hope!! Keep those good vibes going for all those eggies!

Alice said...

Love the hope!

Katie said...

Hope is an infrequent visitor in our worlds - I'm so glad she's hanging with you!

Katie said...

Enjoy giddy and hope! I hope that both stick around for a while. :)

womb for improvement said...

Cling on to that hope, it is the one thing that makes this process bearable.