Today is cyle day 32. My cycle is normally 30 days, on the dot. On day 30 I had a bunch of my pre-period symptoms: headache, grouchiness, craving chocolate, emotional out-bursts. Today I feel great. Still no period.
I have an appointment with Dr. W this morning for another mock transfer in preparation for our FET. Gotta map out my cervix, as Dr. Alternative had a hard time getting the embies up there during the fresh cycle. In fact, it hurt. Like a pap smear with the dentist from Little_Shop_of_Horrors.
Anyhoo. I realize this this my first cycle post IVF, but 32 is long for me.
So I bought my First HPT this morning, right when the pharmacy opened. Luckily, the Clear.blue's were on sale.
Not pregnant. But...
There is the faintest vertical line across the big fat horizontal line. Is this the famous evaporation line? If I were PG, at 2 days past the day I expected my period, wouldn't the vertical line be stronger?
I've called my IVF coordinator to ask her what to do.
I'm feeling super anxious right now.
Update:Peed on the 2nd test. Same very, very faint line. Jumping in my car right now to get a better test. Thanks for the suggestions. OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG...
Update #2: Bought the F.irst R.esponse digital. The little clock is flashing...
Update #3: No. Definitely negative. Oh well. It was a fun ride... Where's my period, then?
Update #4: I hate IF, I hate my body, I hate Mr. Jem's crap sperm. I just want to cry. When I left the pharmacy the last time, I turned down the offer for a bag. As I turned to leave, the lady at the register said, "Don't forget the receipt." I replied, "Why? Can I return the test if it doesn't give me the response I want?"
Ughh. Again, I hate this.