Thursday, July 1, 2010

4dp3dt: Crying Uncle

I give up. I surrender. I'm waving the little white flag. IF, you have officially kicked my butt and I give up.

I haven't given up hope that this cycle will work (my b00bies are sore), but I have given up any thoughts of being able to control what's going on. I have done everything right - bed rest, good food, taken my drugs, done acupuncture, done the moxa three times a day. I've kept my stress level down.

Now I surrender. What be will be. I have one week until beta.

~Jem

13 comments:

Brandy said...

Man, I know that feeling. I'm sorry. Still thinking good thoughts for you!

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Katie said...

So many good thoughts headed your way. Fingers crossed that the beta is great and you win this war with IF!!!

Adventures in Baby Waiting said...

I hope all of your hard work pays off and that your next week flies by and brings good news too! Ultimately, I remember having the same feelings and just saying to myself, what will be will be.

Mrs. Lemon said...

Fingers crossed and good thoughts coming your way!

Rain Child said...

I hope your beta is amazing! I am hoping and praying for you.

bunny said...

That's a great attitude! Assuming it's a serene kind of what will be..., not a I want to die kind of what will be... Plus if you don't normally get sore and now are, that's a really good sign. Really good.

Trinity said...

Hang in there, girl. :) Hope you have a relaxing holiday weekend!

Poppet said...

There is nothing else you can do, unfortunately, my dear.

We are all there for you. Remember has challenges in their lives, and perhaps after this you get a cosmic get out of jail free card that will carry you through decades ensuring that everything will go your way.

babyinterrupted said...

Thinking of you and hoping for the very best. Lord, but that 2 weeks was the damn longest of my life. So hard. Know that there are lots of people cheering you on!

S said...

Waiting is so hard, and I'm sure it's even harder when you've invested so much.

Thinking good thoughts for you and looking forward to hearing about your BFP.

djpnz said...

I have tried several times now to leave a message. I just wanted to thank you for coming to my site 'How Green Is My Grass' and taking my perspective on things.

I so know where you're both at. Eight years of the same and it never got any easier...I really do, from the bottom of my heart wish you all the luck necessary for this one to go right...

Take care,

David

Stacie said...

Hang in there. I am thinking good thoughts for the cycle. I really am!

TeeJay said...

Hang in there. You are doing a great job. I'm really hoping that you get some great news on beta day. You have worked so hard and been through so much. You deserve all the happiness in the world. (hugs)