I give up. I surrender. I'm waving the little white flag. IF, you have officially kicked my butt and I give up.
I haven't given up hope that this cycle will work (my b00bies are sore), but I have given up any thoughts of being able to control what's going on. I have done everything right - bed rest, good food, taken my drugs, done acupuncture, done the moxa three times a day. I've kept my stress level down.
Now I surrender. What be will be. I have one week until beta.