Thursday, July 8, 2010

Beta results

Big Fat Negative

Nothing else to say.

Totally devastated. So much for being fucking zen.

~Jem

55 comments:

Heather said...

Oh Jem, I'm so sorry. Sending you a virtual hug.

Lorin said...

I'm so sorry. You're right, there's not much to say, just that you are in my thoughts.

Pie said...

Damn. I'm so sorry, that SUCKS!

Rain Child said...

I am so sorry, Jem. I am sending you a HUGE HUG.

Fertility Chick said...

Oh no. I am so sorry. Thinking of you.

Adventures in Baby Waiting said...

Oh Jem. I am so sorry. So so sorry. It's not fair.

Amber said...

Oh no. I'm so very sorry. My heart's breaking for you. :(

The (Type A) Nightmare said...

I've checked your blog 100 times today. I was feeling zen too. I am so sorry.

Melissa G said...

Shit. I'm SO sorry Jem.

Hugs.

HopeBPatient said...

Jem - so very sorry. This really does suck. And it's so hard after all you have to go through in an IVF round. I was totally devastated after my IVF BFN. It really isn't fair. Take care of yourself and know that we're here if you need us.

Jess said...

{{{HUGS}}} I am so sorry.

Tiffany said...

Hi Jem.

I am so sorry. I had a good feeling for you this morning and I was hopeful. My DH and I are MFIF also and got our BFN after IVF #2 in April. It's awful.

It's just awful. I'm sorry.

Riley said...

I am so sorry. I was hoping that you would get the good news that you so deserve. My thoughts are with you in this totally sucky, awful time. I wish I had better words of comfort, but know that you are not alone.

sarah said...

So so sorry.

((hugs))

Michelle said...

I'm terribly sorry for this news. We are with you whenever your ready to talk.

lis said...

FUCK
i wish it was different. sending you some peace and hope for the future. this really sucks, jem i wish i could change things.
xoxo
lis

Allison said...

NO. Oh no no no no no.

Oh Jem. I'm so sorry. DAMNIT.

One Who Understands said...

Oh Jem. What horribel news. I am so very sorry. This really sucks!

kmina said...

I am so very sorry... Unfair and cruel, that's what this BFN is.

Stacie said...

Oh, Jem. My heart is breaking for you right now. I am so very sorry. Much love and many, many hugs coming your way.

Katie said...

I am SO sorry, Jem. Hugs and love.

nutsinmay said...

I am so sorry. Many hugs.

Journey and Hope said...

There are no right words-- I am so sorry. :(

Poppet said...

I'm so sorry!!! All my love and best wishes coming your way.

Kristen said...

So so sorry Jem :o(

Amy said...

I'm so sorry Jem. I'm praying for peace for you. (((Jem)))

Leslie said...

Oh NOOO!!! I am so so so sorry. What an utterly rotten deal. I hope you take some time out to take care of yourself.... you deserve to be off the hook for all else right now as you cope with this awful news. I am just so disappointed for you!

Circus Princess said...

Can't find any better words than I'm so sorry! I'm sorry!

ASP said...

I'm sorry isn't enough. Sending loads of love your way. ♥♥♥

babyinterrupted said...

Shit. Shit, shit, shit. I'm so very sorry.

bunny said...

Nothing else to say here but so, so sorry.

Mama2Bee said...

Jem, nothing I say, can or will heal your hurt right now. But know that I am so so sorry it didn't work out for you, and in case it helps a little, I'm sending you a virtual hug xx

Brandy said...

I am so so sorry! I wish I could do something to change this!
www.brandysheaif.blogspot.com

Brandy said...

I am so so sorry! I wish I could do something to change this!
www.brandysheaif.blogspot.com

Mad Hatter said...

FUCK.

I am so so sorry.

((HUGS))

Love,
Maddy

gingerandlime said...

Oh no. So sorry. :-(

Jenni said...

Dammit. I'm so sorry.

lowfatlady said...

Ugh, I'm sorry.

myinfertilitywoes said...

I'm so sorry. So unfair. Big, gigantic (((hugs))) to you...

TeeJay said...

I'm so, so sorry, Jem. IF sucks. It's just not fair. You deserved better than this. Damn it! I wish I could give you hug right now.

ifcrossroads said...

Oh Jem. I'm so sorry. So, so sorry.

Pregnant Yuppy said...

I'm so sorry. :(

Alice said...

Crap. I'm sorry. Hugs to you.

Illanare said...

Jem, I am so, so sorry. There are no other words.

Thinking of you.

babyattheend said...

Oh, Jem... sending lots of warmth your way... I'm so so sorry...

'Murgdan' said...

:( So so sorry.

'Murgdan' said...

:( So so sorry.

Priscilla said...

I'm so sorry. That is just awful. :(

Rachel said...

I am so so sorry!

Oak said...

That fucking sucks, Jem. There are words beyond that.

Oak said...

Ahem, "aren't" words beyond that. My fingers are sad for you too apparently.

pcostory said...

I wish I had something more profound to say than we are so sorry, and we are sending love your and Mr. Jem's way.

*hugs*

COME ON BABY said...

NO!!! Shit!! I am sooooo sorry honey. UGH!!!!! xoxoxoxoxox

Jules a.k.a. Julie said...

I'm so very sorry :-(

mekate said...

Shit and damn
and more shit.
But mostly Jem, I am just so so sorry.

Your FU-IF diet sounds like a divine idea, hope your belly agrees.

Ahhhh shit.
Keep coming back to that.
Please be gentle with yourself. this IF stuff sucks ass. I wish it could be more fair, more points for effort, more points for hopefulness.


thinking of you and sending love,
and hopes for truffles
xo
kate