Thursday, November 12, 2009

8

Dr. Wonderful just called. My HCG is 8. That's way too low.

Game over.

Insert more tokens to continue playing.

I can't be at work, as I'm a bag full of tears. Couldn't bear people's questions. "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

Here's where the ear-muffs go on for those sensitive to swearing.

Shit, fuck, motherfucker. This sucks beyond anything I've ever experienced.

Jem

12 comments:

Mad Hatter said...

Oh, no....I'm so sorry, Jem. I was so hopeful for you. It's not fair.

Poppet said...

My poor Jem. I am so sorry for your loss. It is a loss and you have every right to mourn.

Good thoughts coming from NJ...

(PS The fat lady - and I would never call a lady fat - AIN'T singing!!!!)

A said...

I am so sorry- It's okay to cry (hug)

Allison said...

I'm so sorry, Jem.

IF Optimist, then... said...

So very sorry to hear your awful news. I've been there and it is really fucking hard. Drink some wine, go out for sushi, cry like hell. Sending you hugs and lots support.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry, Jem... when will you be having another beta to see if they're rising... I hope it's not over..... I'm so so so sorry...

Illanare said...

I'm so sorry, this is so effing unfair. Thinking of you both.

Brandy said...

I am so so sorry! It does suck. Cuss all you want. Scream into your pillow. It doesn't make anything better, but sometimes you feel a tad better after. Take care of yourself!!

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Jendeis said...

Jem, I'm so sorry.

C said...

Oh Sweetie, I'm so sorry :( I'm crying for you.

Swear, scream, yell, throw things, whatever you have to do, do it.

((HUGE HUGS))

romancing_the_stone said...

I am thinking of you.....I am s ending you warmth, love and healing powers. I am sorry. Shell http://romancingthestone.wordpress.com

Jaymee said...

so sorry that you are going through this. we got the same number on our second beta. it is an awful feeling that is very hard to express to others. sending you healing thoughts.